Friday, December 29, 2006

Boredom is my enemy

Oh my god.. I can't believe it myelf that I have not met up with anyone for the whole goddamn week and I have been staying at home.. Doing practically nothing.

Do you know how boring that can be? I am so so so bored to tears, bored to death, bored to the core of my bones. So bored that all my leg hair dropped.

Sian..

Yesterday, I was home after work and then I check mail and then.. I stared at the Yahoo homepage... blankly. I was thinking what to surf and what to research for. Nothing!

Then I tot of reading but I got no mood too read. My family was watching TV but I dun like the TV show. So I just sit there and stare at the TV. Boliao leh, the TV show.

At this point of my life, I realised that I need to do something. Last time, I was bored like this too and I decided to take up opera. Now, I am bored again. I am going to pick up something else. I was thinking of going back to my French classes but they are very expensive. Trop cher pour moi.

I am stuck at the bottleneck of my life.

Yesterday I downloaded mIRC. After like so many years of not using mIRC, I am now using it again to chat and kill time. So last night I chatted to like 12+am... And time flies when I chat boliao things. Think my circle of friends too small. I need to expand my circle of friends lor.

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

blur.... why dont you jio friends go out since u were bored?

from ur blog, i always thought u got lots of friends? or so happen that they are not free / not in singapore?xj

Miko said...

haiz.. yah.. seems like i got alot of frens but most of my frens got their important other halves.

To those homely ppl, they will think i am mad when they read my blog. What's so bad about staying at home. Nothing is bad lor. Just that I dunno what to do at home. I finish doing my masks, doing my body scrub, hair spa.. Then there is nothing else I can do liao..

Bored like anything man..

Anonymous said...

hor... i thot there u still have a number of single friends from opera circle?

May be u r too active, so cant sit still.. last time i also like that i thk.

Actually stay at home is gd, can save $ lor. U can watch videos also leh. U like korea show ma?

i thot u have been very buzy thats why long time no blog. xj

Anonymous said...

hor... i thot there u still have a number of single friends from opera circle?

May be u r too active, so cant sit still.. last time i also like that i thk.

Actually stay at home is gd, can save $ lor. U can watch videos also leh. U like korea show ma?

i thot u have been very buzy thats why long time no blog. xj

Miko said...

I not busy leh.. i got no activites outside so i got nothing to blog lor.. and also my BT broke down le.

Maybe I am hyper active, can't sit still like u said. I only pretend to be homely sometimes. haiz.

maybe subconciously I was very bothered by some personal problems and sitting at home make me think of these problems and they are driving me crazy. I need to do something to forget problems. I dun want to think of those unhappy things but I can't help it when I am at home. So now I become very moody, no matter what i do i am very moody.

amai said...

XJ: *head shaking*...u n yr korean shows again...

No wonder I saw mk on msn often but when I msn her, sometimes no reply...guess bz on net chatting.

Well, i actually dun mind staying at home..I hook on the web most of the time durg the hols.

After when I got back from Japan, I hv things to share on my blog. Perhaps, u all aren't in my shoes to feel the excitement that I hv. (LOL)

Anyway, it's just a process, u will get busy soon. ^^

Anonymous said...

mai dearie ~ i am equally excited with my korea shows mah....

Miko said...

amai: that time i never reply cuz my mood very bad lor... Haiz.. got things happened and I just feel very pek cek and frustrated. It all adds up la.. all problems come together.

Anonymous said...

list down all ur problems, and kick them off one by one!xj

Kongming said...

cant solve, can list down for us to see. we c wat we can do

fr said...

haha, xj, i like your method...

Miko said...

Thanks everyone! but I felt better already after hanging out with some frens.. and occupying all my time to do things... I felt much better!

juanjuan said...

good to hear that :)