Amai keep commenting that recently I was very busy and that I seldom online liao. Haiz, actually by right I should be quite free after a major performance but somehow by left, I am like very occupied. Busy par toring la.
Recently I became more and more vain leh.. Aiyo.. bought clothes.. accessories.. etc. Actually ever since I learnt opera, I became more and more sloppy. Can't be bothered to dress up since I am only going for rehearsals and there are no yandaos at COI. So everytime I just sloppily go lor.. and I realised that May also became like that. Drop standard liao. Can't be bothered to dress up for rehearsals. Last time I not like that one leh..
And the worse thing is rehearsals always falls on Saturday and Sunday and these are the only 2 days which I got time to slowly dress up. If I can't be bothered to dress up on sat and sun and I got no time to dress up during the weekdays for work.. that will mean that I am not dressing up at all. I will look like Auntie.. wah lau eh.. cannot like that leh.
I look at my wardrobe and realised that all my pretty dresses are collecting dust. Kinda sad. I wanted to wear those but thinking of having rehearsals.. like no mood to wear also.. Sian.. Sometimes I just heckcare and dress up for rehearsals and ppl will be like.. "wah.. miko today want to go where??"
everyone ask and ask lor.. but actually not going anywhere lah.. just want to dress up that's all. Cant go on slacking like this.. I am 24 years old leh.. not 42 lor... dammit.