I don't know why but I seems to be always in a bad mood. I know it's bad to keep having bad moods and think of bad things. Unfortunately, my brain is so full of bad things. I think they are clogging up my brain nerves and hence I cannot think properly.
Why is it that other people can live happily and not think so much?
Again I know that many people told me not to think too much but it is not something I can control. Sometimes I wonder if it's the brain that is controlling me or me controlling my brain.
It seems apparent to me now that all these times, my brain is controlling me. My brain want to bring out the unhappy thoughts, I cannot stop it. I wish I can just take out my brain, put it on the table and use a scissors to cut out all the unhappy memories. Since I don't know what is making me unhappy, I will cut out everything lor!
Haiz.. I think I am a burden to everyone around me....