Monday, February 12, 2007

Xian

In response to YH's blog, I am totally xian till no words to describe.

Life sucks. Everything sucks. I hate this world. I hate it for being so screwed up. I dunno what the hell I am doing on earth. Like what YH told me, humans live on earth to be tortured. Yah, that's true. It's a torture to live.

Somehow, YH and me think alike in this aspect. Both of us think that we are better off dead than to keep on dragging our pathetic life days after days.

I hate to do everything. I hate to eat, I hate to drink, I hate to work, I hate to watch TV, I hate shopping, I hate movies and even doing opera no longer give me joy. I wanted to play games thinking that playing games will bring me as much joy as in the past. But hell no.... It didn't Sometimes I dun even feel like playing.

I hate talking, I hate chatting... I just want to kp myself to death.

I just want to die lor. Die liao I can have eternal peace. I used to thinking of suicide but i never do it because some ppl will be upset and suicide is a crime. I just hope to sleep to my death and never wake up tomolo.

I told my friend, I 'ANTI-EARTH'. I ANTI-everything.

EVerything so screwed up.... everything sucks.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

mad or wat? dun be sian la. nothing to be sian. be more positive la. now we are slacking.. once ang is back, we will be busy again and we can nonsense together again lor...

Miko said...

is that may...? but its sian to go coi also.. No mood to go coi and listen to ang kp lor.

I hate chinese new year.. becuz i hate to smile and I hate to talk. I dun want to talk to ppl and i dun want to smile and say 'happy new year'. I dun want to collect their angbao i just want relatives to leave me alone.

Anonymous said...

past 2 days 1 also super-xian. guess i also got the virus from u all liao...

haiz.. who can save me?xj

Miko said...

xj,u can't be possibly more sian than me... I already lost my will to stay alive. I am just torturing myself each day by not eating properly and not sleeping properly.

Anonymous said...

huh? u sure so serious?xj

cailing said...

hey cheer up! there are other better things right ahead! hehe... smile =D