I think some ppl are really stupid lor. Life can be so easy and happy. Why should ppl make themselves unhappy. I used to be happy also but why am I getting unhappiness? Sometimes you wonder what you did was right or wrong. No one can judge it for you. You will have to weigh it yourself. Was there more happines or more sadness?
Just like May always kp about her gzx. I also kp about alot of things. WHY? Many times I do know tat I am walking into a trap but I still do it. You know that it's a concrete wall in front, cold and hard but you still walk into it. Bump yourself against it and it hurts. Then you repeat it again, walking into the wall.
Wat the hell. I keep banging into walls. Maybe all around me are walls. Endless of walls blocking my way. I knock here knock there, knock until I dizzy and I got to nowhere. I am still stuck. May was telling me she used to be a happy tai tai. I used to be a happy normal working class too. Do nothing except work, play, hangout with frens at millenia walk and drink, talk rubbish. those were the days, the happy days.
Sian ah.... Why I keep putting myself in difficult situations I cant solve? Fan... I fan till all my hair turn white liao. Fan till I can't breathe..
Just kill me...