Jun Hua sms me the location of his house an how to get there but apparently, his directions were badly described and I missed the bus stop totally. So in the end I have to meet James at AMK and we go down to JH's house together.
JH and his gf were playing a board game and we joined in. I was usually bad at board games but I won! hahah.. I won lor! Surprisingly.
Later Entaro and Lock arrived too and we prepared the table...
The table full of gifts and food. Yummy. The satay was nice. Jun hua very smart. I first time see people cook satay in those toaster one..
I take photos then these 2 also wanna take photos.. Entaro and Junhua climbed onto the chairs to take a top view of the table.
I also took a picture of the top view.Later one we watched 2 movies. Abit silly leh, we watched 'lu ding ji' by Stephen Chow first. It's a very very stupid show which Entaro brought. Though it's stupid, it's still quite funny.
Then we watched a vampire show. Those old vampire show made in HK.. you know.. by lin zheng ying one. Very cheesy lor those jokes but they reminded me the good old times when I enjoyed those show when I was young.
Looks like we are all a bunch of people who miss our good old days.. but I almost fell asleep watching.
Think we watched till 1+am and left.
I remember that last year, we spent xmas eve in Junhua's house too. That time I was slightly less depressed. I think YX has made me more depressed.
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Hi,my name is Vivian - anonymous
May i know how was your visit to the specialist the other time? Any helpful? I have begin to feel that i cannot control my mind anymore, they have almost controlling me.
hello Vivian.. well.. in the end i didn't go.. I wasn't motivated enough I just let all my sadness eat me up. I still try to act like normal outside. That's the most I can do. I understand very well how you feel when you said that your mind are controlling you because I feel that too..
I am sick these few days. It made me more upset, I think no one cares.
i feel very hopeless. I can be ok at one time and crying at the other time. I don't like this life but i cannot help it
Did you try to go for counselling? The phsychiatrist is good but it's quite expensive.
i did not go but i am under some medication to help my mind relax. Are you doing anything to overcome?
I do have relaxants and sleeping pills to help me sleep. Other than that, I do not have any kinds of help. I just struggle on my own lor. It's very hard really but I don't have a choice. Haiz.. it sucks. I just try to go out with friends more...
doctor gave me those too. We must get ourself out from this illness. Dun help them control us and be the victory.
i have decided if after 2 weeks, still no improvements, i will go to see specialist.
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