I don't know why but I seems to be always in a bad mood. I know it's bad to keep having bad moods and think of bad things. Unfortunately, my brain is so full of bad things. I think they are clogging up my brain nerves and hence I cannot think properly.
Why is it that other people can live happily and not think so much?
Again I know that many people told me not to think too much but it is not something I can control. Sometimes I wonder if it's the brain that is controlling me or me controlling my brain.
It seems apparent to me now that all these times, my brain is controlling me. My brain want to bring out the unhappy thoughts, I cannot stop it. I wish I can just take out my brain, put it on the table and use a scissors to cut out all the unhappy memories. Since I don't know what is making me unhappy, I will cut out everything lor!
Haiz.. I think I am a burden to everyone around me....
4 comments:
Pls dun say tt. U r a blessg 2 pp ard u. :)
to u, u may think its a burden but to others it may b happiness.
miko 姐，WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE FROM IRAN!!
still feeling down ma? 老套的安慰话我就不多说了， 你也听腻了吧？？
我只能说 “时间” 是最好的良药。 什么 relaxants or psychiatrist 都没用的拉，只是浪费钱而已。
few years back also got a period of time i also depressed sia, dun feel like talking to anyone. still rmb that time u complained to my mum, how come i seldom talk to u when we meet den my mum will come home lecture me, haha...
i also cried like mad like u, on the bus la, on the train la, on the streets la, in school la, on my bed whereby my pillows were soaked. n it really soaked i din exaggerate, haha...
TIME has came to meet me, so now im as happy as much as i can be so crappy, din realise the change in me from that time u complained to my mum? :p
ur best friend TIME is coming to meet you soon too. must be patient to wait for TIME k! hehe~~
spent an hour or so scanned through ur blogs, interesting sia!
din know u have a private session with ekin leh! aiyo 那是什么时候？ 都不晓得耶！
also about that Island Creamery that Lock bring u to, my fren also recommend me this ice cream shop at Serene Centre just last night only! so qiao~~ if only i have seen ur blog earlier, i'll have order that tiger beer ice cream too. im amazed by the shop decoration, so many photos on their wall and their ice cream flavours. also their price. only $2.50 for one scoop, haha~~~
dun forget our date with chuyun that we have promised during cny. go sing k after u r back from iran! =)
My god.. ur comments are super lor.. I think u leave 1 comment for ALL my entries at one go sia...
haiz.. i am ok now la.. Ever since I started practicing for my Iran trip and after going to Iran, I felt better lor, I was too busy to think much. Then I also got MORE friends le. So happy...
U finally back to read my blog after your pc ok... good lor.. mus come often lor.. and give me ur blog link again. I lost all my links!
Oh yah, that ekin session I also forgot when le. So long ago liao..
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